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| User: | ingemara (12326586)
of being allowed to be His
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| Name: | ingemara |
| Location: | Minnesota, United States |
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| ingemara | @ | livejournal.com (Jabber) |
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| Bio: | While I can't take the credit for the idea of this journal (that I thank my Daddy for) the more I think of the possibilities of it the more I love it. There is a lot that has happened in the last year that I really thought would never actually happen to me, but rather just stay in my fantasies. I have always been attracted to the idea of being dominated, ever since the young age i just had this unexplainable desire to be teased into pleasure through pain and humiliation, opeing myself up to someone and them embracing and examining all of it. However, while having that knowledge for years I have never truly had someone to play with me in that manner until recently. I find nothing is more exciting than knowing my Daddy is doing what he wants with and to me. From our play with toys and when he indulges me with punishments whose initial pain take the form of immeasurable pleasure stemming from knowing I am pleasing my Daddy. This effects more than the nerves that know orgasms better than the rest and the skin that blushes from the sting of a cane or paddle or hand. I can think of nothing more comforting and then exciting than knowing my body is really his, for him to play with however he likes. I revel getting caught up in his questions, when I begin to object from being stretched more than I am used to or punished when I think I can’t handle it. I love when he asks me whose pussy it is that he is playing with. I answer huskily through the moans he perpetuates that “It is Yours.” I enjoy being reminded what matters most is that I am pleasing him. Because I have found nothing earthly makes me happier in my mind or heart or all the parts that make me whole, than being able to please my Daddy whose control over our play, with a teacher's hands and voice and a wiser heart than many I have known, makes me feel safe and ultimately has helped me discover how incredible it is to be me.
So I am here to learn more of this lifestyle that I desire to grow more into. This is a shared journal and email will be monitored however he likes. I have permission to talk with whomever and am encouraged to break out of my normally quiet demeanor, as it seems to suit me better. I look forward to reading about others' experiences and hopefully find this a good place to share mine as well. I haven’t really been able to write about this as much as I would normally be inclined to, half because not having found a good place to and half because I am silly and a tiny bit superstitious at times and think that talking about something that is still unreal at times to me will pop its little dream bubble body. And that can’t be good. Oh, we also take photos from time to time, so perhaps I will eventually get a chance to share some of those here, too.
If you have questions about me, just ask. You can email me and I will make a point of answering. |
| Memories:: | 3 entries |
| Pictures: | over 20 public |
| Interests: | 135: ageplay, anal play, anal sex, bdsm, begging, being bound, bondage, bottom, bound, breastfeeding, breasts, bruises, canes, clips, cock worship, cocks, collar, collars, consent, control, corsets, costumes, crops, cuddles, cuddling, cuffs, cumming, cunnilingus, cunts, d/lg, d/s, daddy, daddy's dirty little girl, daddy's girl, daddy/girl, dirty talk, discipline, dominate, domination, erotica, exhibitionism, fantasy, fellatio, fetish, fetishes, floggers, flogging, geeky sexy, getting caught, good girl, horny, hot wax, humiliation, imagination, intercourse, kinks, kinky, kinky sex, kisses, kissing, leather, little girl, love, loyalty, lust, m/s, making daddy happy, marks, masochism, master, masturbation, my daddy, naughty, nudity, obedience, obeying, obsession, oral sex, orgasms, paddles, pain, penis, perversion, photography, piercings, playing, pleasure, power, public sex, punishment, pussy, restraints, riding crops, role playing, rope, rope bondage, ropes, rough sex, s & m, s&m, s/m, sadomasochism, safe sane and consensual, servitude, sex, sex stories, sex toys, sexual education, sexual fantasies, sexuality, short skirts, slave, slut, snuggling, spanking, submission, submissive, submissives, submit, submitting, subs, subspace, surrender, swings, tattoos, teasing, tongue, toys, training, trust, tying up, vibrators, voyeurism, wax, whips |
| Friends: |  | 23: | amorette, armbarred, chaos_unbound, daddysaysto, daddysonlygirl, dearmoi, dfwleathergirl, dirtymadmax, hislittlegirl, honeyleather, jovial_kitten, kingvitriol, martin68, mrsgirlyduck, otkfun, painwhore, planetsalign, princessvitriol, sexynametaken, st_andrews_girl, subsatanya, truesub, woofiegrrl |  | 23: | amateur_nudes, bdsm_fiction, bdsm_lifestyle, bdsm_lovers, bdsmtips, chubbysex, consensualslave, d_lg_story_time, daddy_girl, domsub, erotic_artforms, erotic_poetry, fatsex, fem_submissives, lj_maintenance, lj_spotlight, male_dom, marks_of_honor, news, sextips, submissiveblog, twincitiesalt, vaginapagina |  | 1: | savagelove |
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| Mutual Friends: | 17: amorette, daddysaysto, daddysonlygirl, dearmoi, dirtymadmax, hislittlegirl, honeyleather, jovial_kitten, kingvitriol, martin68, mrsgirlyduck, otkfun, planetsalign, princessvitriol, sexynametaken, st_andrews_girl, subsatanya |
| Also Friend of: | 1: evilmerc |
| Member of: | 19: amateur_nudes, bdsm_fiction, bdsm_lifestyle, bdsm_lovers, bdsmtips, chubbysex, consensualslave, d_lg_story_time, daddy_girl, doms_and_subs, erotic_artforms, erotic_poetry, fatsex, fem_submissives, male_dom, marks_of_honor, sextips, submissiveblog, twincitiesalt |
| Account type: | Plus Account |
